Oxygenated Dream

Ariel Zhang

Ariel Zhang

Oxygenated Dream    
when they called america the land of the free   
they were talking about your america, not mine.   
your america is statue of liberty turned green,   
fourth of july fireworks etching grill marks   
into the night sky, bucolic little houses   
with pink plastic flamingos melting on green   
plastic lawns. your america has a boat   
parked in front of the garage. my america   
is the car trip from the hankook market   
back home a week after my dad   
is fired. the street lights carve ponds   
into the roads and everytime we pass by   
we are scared we'll fall in. each car trip holds   
their breath, praying on gallons of gasoline   
like a rosary. my dad speaks to the silence: freedom   
is buying a can of oxygen. it seems absurd   
to buy. you never how much it's worth. but it's always,  
always worth it. my father says this, but i know   
he is also convincing himself that it is true. we pass  
by see-through churches with empty parking lots  
and crooked apartments sealed together by dreams.  
the last sunlight reaches towards the skyline, and perhaps  
there is a chance for us tomorrow.   
i roll down the windows and i know:  
our lungs were made for this air.
 
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